We lead different kinds of lives than that kitty kat…quit yelling at us to go to bed...i know i'm expected to be there tomorrow at 9am…maybe i will and maybe i won’t…and if i don’t so fucking what…will they fire me…will they not let me work there anymore…so be it…i don’t want to spend my life doing research and paying attention to where i am going...i just want to go...if that is shallow, so be it…if that is SIMPLE so mother fucking be it...i’m tired of trying to be the cool everyone else wants to be…of course that is only now that i am drunk and have the hiccups…and fed up…fed up that the world doesn’t stop and start at my own volition Donnie….
And for my final thought kitty kat....Jared Leto…i thought to myself "what a crush i had on you" and as he spoke to me of the music he didn’t like and my coral necklace…i wondered if he was trying to make a connection with someone in this world and then i thought maybe he just is passing the time because he is flying so high on whatever it is that he is taking that makes him think the fat Elvis glasses are so cool, so cool, so cool….
